Letting go, or surrendering, is not giving up. Letting go gives you a greater experience of peace and ease. Aligning yourself with the One, that is All That Is, allows It to operate through you as you. Don't try to understand everything. You will get what you get from your experience. Just keep moving forward. Know the Peace of where you are, and allow Divine Grace to operate and manifest in your life. Stop micro-managing and get yourself out of the way. Allow the peace of surrender to come into your experience.